I like it, she likes it, and we both get extremely turned on by these fantasies that we act out in fantasyland, although it has never happened in reality. But surprisingly, I could suck a guy's cock, and sometimes dream of it. There's something that's always bothered me though: I was once deeply in love with a girl.I've even sucked on my girlfriend's dildo when she was unaware and I became extremely turned on. I never had any sexual fantasies about her, but nonetheless I wanted to be with her as more than just friends.I have no desire to screw a guy in the ass, but I sometimes think of sitting on a hard cock. And here's the thing, I'm quite capable of being in romantic relationships with women, as long as it doesn't require intercourse.I've never acted out any of this, and I wonder if it should just remain in fantasyland. Ted, California Ted, Wanting to watch another guy doing your girlfriend or having her suck his dick is not gay. For a long time this had me questioning whether or not I was bi, but it seems to me that a bisexual has to be equally turned on by both sexes, which is not my case. Could I be one, or should I just solidify my homosexuality without looking back?I like girls however, and have fallen in love before and get big-time crushes on girls.Whenever I go out with my friends I'm always attracted to girls and never think about hooking up with guys. It's not unusual for an otherwise straight guy to have the occasional homosexual fantasy while masturbating.My cock and balls are smooth and I could feel his eyes, so I gave him a real show, rubbing the sweat off my body, sitting nude so he had a really good view. I thought, "Show's over," but I'd become very horny so I began touching myself. Well, the guy came back and his eyes almost popped out of his head.We jacked off alongside one another and he eventually reached over and stroked and caressed me to one of the most intense orgasms I've ever had. I've since been jacked off in a few steam rooms and at the beach.
That would make all homosexuals transgendered, and they are not the same thing. I also go to the gay websites and I like it as well (especially with the older men and young boys), But the problem is that I just find the white guys attractive ( I am not being racist as I also belong to a non-white community).
I could feel another man's eyes on me and I became excited, which was obvious in my very brief swimsuit.
After a while I went into the sauna and was alone there with another man.
This when someone's feeling of being male or female differs from the sex of their body.
It is a separate issue from being gay or straight or bi, although it can affect how you and other people perceive your sexual orientation.
On the other hand, you may start branching out and exploring more gay experiences, and it will become a regular part of your life whether or not you continue to date women.